Wild strawberry’s analisis
By: elland irno-lewukablogspot
The Nightmare
One early summer morning (and in
Sweden this can mean 2 A.M.), Dr. Borg dreams that he is taking his regular
morning stroll in streets unusually empty for a weekday. Even on the sunny
side, it is chilly, and his footsteps echo in an absolute silence. The big
clock over the door of the watchmaker-optometrist has no hands, and when he
holds his own watch to his ear, he hears his own heart beat. On turning back
toward home, he "to his joy" sees someone, but it is a man who proves
to have "no face" (it actually is a face with tightly closed eyes and
mouth) and who at that moment collapses and then disappears into the pile of
clothes on the street.
The dreamer now finds himself in
a strange part of the city. An approaching hearse begins to sway and rock, like
a baby's cradle and, indeed, makes a noise reminiscent of a baby's cry.
Finally, a coffin is thrown out on the street, and as he peers into it with
fearful curiosity, he sees a corpse inside, which looks like himself and (with
a "scornful smile") grabs his arm: this wakes him up. One is left
with a rich symbolism of life and death even his own corpse, trying to lure him
toward his certain fate, and, close to it, the most delicate cry of a newborn
baby.
The Decision
Awakening from all this
"senseless horror," Dr. Borg makes a decision that will immediately
bring him into confrontation with Agda, his only slightly younger housekeeper
(for forty years). We learn of his decision as he confronts her with it, not
without arousing some conversational themes illustrating what in our work we
call the "disdain" (and only too obvious) "self-disdain" of
old people. When he hurriedly enters her bedroom, apparently not quite covered
up by his dressing gown, she sits up and asks, "Are you ill,
Professor?" When told of his decision to travel to Lund by car instead of
by air, as had carefully been planned, she complains that he is ruining
"the most solemn day" of her life, and in the exchange that follows
he eventually says, "We are not married," to which she responds,
"I thank God every night that we're not"—decades of bickering
condensed in minutes.
Bergman's genius now has sketched
the daily circumstances of Dr. Borg's old age, all contained in an isolation
that is about to be gloriously interrupted (but possibly only interrupted) by
his drive to the crowning ceremony in the cathedral at Lund. In the next
moment, however, a new person appears. As Agda pointedly turns her back on Dr.
Borg and his coffee, a door opens and a beautiful young woman (wearing pajamas
and smoking a cigarette) appears: it is Marianne, the wife of Dr. Borg's son,
Evald. (She apparently has been staying for some weeks with the doctor and Agda
without any full explanation for her being away from home.) She must have
heard, through the walls, of his plan to go to Lund by car: "May I go with
you? . . . I want to go home." "Home?" Isak asks pointedly.
"Home to Evald?" But he agrees, and she withdraws again, to get
ready.
We cannot at this point help
asking ourselves what stage of life this Marianne must be representing. All we
know about her so far is that she is childless. Yet, her age suggests that her
stage of life, and Evald's, is that of generativity versus stagnation, which
provides the psychosocial dynamics for a strong wish to take care.
The Departure
But now we have the privilege of
seeing this couple drive through an early Swedish summer morning around a
suburban circle and into the country. And we witness Bergman's mastery in
making of an automobile a moving stage for human confrontation.
It begins, in all that beauty of
the passing landscape, with some leftovers of a rather disdainful emotionality
that is hard to take from such a handsome couple of mature faces seen next to
each other in the front seats of a car "conversing" without being
able to confront each other directly. But obviously, also, both conversants
feel a need to be honest with each other.
It all begins with the petty
issue of whether she may smoke a cigarette, and this leads him to talk
disdainfully of women smokers. She tries to shift to the topic of the weather;
on that, they agree, there will be a storm, indeed. She asks for his
"real age"; he claims to know what she is thinking of, namely, some
money Evald owes his old father. He insists that Evald knows he owes it to him,
for his son and he share some principles; and now she lets him have it: yes,
but Evald hates him, too. Isak, for a moment, looks thunderstruck. But she now
confesses that she had a month earlier come to ask him for help and that in
reply he had used some truly nasty phrases, such as "suffering of the
soul," "spiritual masturbation," and "quacks and
ministers." Finally, they both laugh somewhat relaxedly—and, unbelievably,
he says he wants to tell her a dream—the dream, no doubt, just reported. But
she claims to have no interest in dreams. All such talk, then, seems to reflect
some typical trends in the feeling of old and middle-aged individuals as they
are testing out some more or less healthy disdain and rejectivity, and yet also
to reveal their need for each other as fatherly and motherly friends,
respectively. But why now, and on that trip? This we have yet to learn. In the
meantime, we can only conclude that Marianne seems eager to confront him with
his obsessive involvements and with his lack of vital ones. (But what, indeed,
is she so deeply involved in herself!)
The Strawberry Patch
Isak suddenly (or so he says)
decides to turn into a small side road, down to the sea. This he does "by
impulse," he claims even in his journal, but it will be clear presently
that that little "side road" leads to one of the scenes to be
revisited and which prompted him to take the car in the first place.
Driving down that winding road,
Isak repeats his offer to share things with her: he wants to "show her
something." But she sighs quietly, and as a large old yellow summerhouse
comes into sight among birch trees she declares its style to be a bit
ridiculous and excuses herself: she wants to "take a dip." Isak
explains that this is the house in which his family spent the summers of his
first twenty years; and he begins to have a "strange feeling of
solemnity." In fact, he is looking for a particular spot he had wanted to
show her—yes, a patch of wild strawberries" He finds it and, now alone,
sits down to eat some berries slowly, as if they contained some
consciousness-expanding essence. And indeed, the real scene and dreamlike
images now begin to fuse, and the old mind's involvement in memories comes out
in scenes that a motion picture can convey especially well. He suddenly "sees" her:Sara,
his erstwhile sweetheart, a "lighthearted young blonde" in a
"sun-yellow dress" gathering strawberries. She is so close he could
touch her—if he dared. And then, he sees his (one year older) brother Sigfrid
in a student's cap coming down the hill. Soon this brother declares he is going
to kiss Sara on the mouth. She reminds him that she is "secretly
engaged" to Isak. But after a while he suddenly kisses her "rather
skillfully" and is kissed back "with a certain fierceness." Now
she cries desperately, pointing to all the spilled strawberries and, especially
(and rather symbolically), to a red spot on her dress. Thus Isak obviously made
himself relive events typical for his crisis of intimacy (versus isolation)
crisis decisive in late adolescence and in young adulthood. On the outcome of
that crisis, we have claimed, depends much of the ripening capacity
for love. (And indeed, we have heard Isak already testify to the unhappiness of
his marriage.)
The Summerhouse
But now his daydreaming—for that
is what we call such mixtures of open-eyed dreams and memories (here made very
dramatic and beautiful by what the cinema can do with it all)--makes Isak reach
even further back into his childhood. No words can match what Bergman can do,
when he suddenly lets the at first "sleepy" facade of a house come
alive, with a Swedish-Norwegian flag above it all, and a gong suddenly bringing
to life a large number of people, all ready for breakfast. Isak, invisible in
his own dream, remains a distant stranger in this "new old world." He
hears somebody say that he is out fishing with his father, and he feels a
"completely inexplicable happiness in this." But his brothers and
sisters are all there, along with an aunt who apparently is the loud and
commanding head of the household and its law and order; and there is also old
(and seemingly somewhat childish) Uncle Aron, whose birthday it is. A couple of
redheaded twin sisters ("as identical as two wild strawberries ") in
loud unison announce the secrets of the day, among them the fact that Sigfrid
had kissed Sara, whereupon Sara runs sobbing out into the hall, where she tells
a sister who wants to help her that, yes, Isak was "so enormously
refined" and "extremely intellectual," but that he would kiss
her only in the dark.
Inside the dining room, though,
the vitally gay and yet very orderly breakfast culminates in a festive
acknowledgment of Uncle Aron's birthday. The twins have composed a song and now
sing it for the totally deaf man. At the end, the aunt suggests a quadruple
cheer. All hurrah. And then they seem to see Isak's father appear in the
window. That, apparently, is too much for the dreamer himself; abruptly, Isak
stands alone, now back where he was: at the wild-strawberry patch with a
"feeling of emptiness and sadness"—of despair, maybe?
The Modern "Children"
Suddenly, as if she had jumped
from a tree, a most real and modern young lady in shorts and a boy's checked
shirt stands there: She is "very tanned," and her blond hair is
"tangled and bleached by the sun and the sea." She sucks on an unlit
pipe and wears "wooden sandals on her feet and dark glasses on her
nose." And she asks him whether the yellow houseis his shack and the
car by the gate his jalopy. Her name is (yes) Sara, and she is on her
way to Italy. Dr. Borg, enjoying their conversation, declares without
hesitation that he would be "honored" if she came along to Lund in
his car. Then Marianne reappears and joins his amused welcome: and this
collaborative care for a youngster made for the "first contact"
between them. As they go back to the car, however, they find two young men,
obviously Sara's co-wanderers, waiting, and Isak tells them, "Just jump
in." As it turns out, they are young men in training: Victor for a medical
degree and Anders for the ministry. In driving on and in looking at them, and
especially her, in his rearview mirror, Dr. Borg tells this new Sara of the old
Sara, his first love, who is now seventy-five; the modern Sara says she cannot
think of "anything worse than getting old"—and then abjectly
apologizes. Then, by way of introduction, she humorously declares herself a
virgin trying to decide which young man to marry. Here one must remember the
role that the sun of Italy then played in the search for identity of young
northerners. The conversation makes it clear that the studies assigned to the
two young men underscored two conflicting ideologies, a scientific and a
religious one, and her choice of one of them will obviously to a large extent
determine her identity, as a doctor's or a minister's future wife, and thus her
fidelity— the personal strength emanating from a solution of one's identity
struggle. For the trip, however, the young men have agreed not to argue about
science or about God. And so, this new generation of passengers adds to the
stages of life that old Dr. Borg must apparently still come to terms with—his
choice of a professional identity as a doctor—before he can truly face the
existential identity of old age. All this will be played out significantly and
even enjoyably later during the drive.
The Accident
Steadily ahead, then, is the
country road. At a moment still full of laughter over Sara's sincere repentance
because of her remark on aging, Isak, in trying to negotiate a blind curve, suddenly
sees a little black car coming right at them. As both cars jam on their brakes,
"ours" goes safely off the road into a pasture, while the other one,
overturning, falls into a ditch. A middle-aged couple climb out of it,
miraculously unhurt, but continuing a quarrel that apparently caused the mishap
in the first place. In meeting Dr. Borg, they take full responsibility for the
accident: the woman, who was driving, confesses that she was about to slap her
husband when it happened. But now they continue to make bitter fun of each
other, especially in regard to their ideological position in life: in no time,
she refers to him as a "Catholic," and he calls her a "genius at
hysterics" and a believer in psychotherapy: both ideological failures,
maybe—and thus an incompatibility?
The young men and the husband
succeed in turning the little car right side up, but then one front wheel rolls
off: "A true picture of our marriage," remarks the wife. Well, Isak
asks them to come along (on the folding chairs), to the next gas station. Once
in the car, however, the wife starts to sob, and her husband makes such
indiscreet fun of her that Marianne asks him to leave her alone. But he
continues his disdainful attacks until his wife suddenly slaps his face. At
that moment, Marianne slowly but definitely stops the car and, pointing to a
nearby house where there might be a telephone, tells them to get out—for the
children's sake. In our terms: her sense of care does not permit her to let
such careless and uncaring behavior continue in the presence of the young. Here
she speaks up for everybody's parenthood. Alman, from the roadside, apologizes
quite downheartedly. The drive continues.
Midday, Midlife
As midday is reached, so,
apparently, is Isak's midlife: and here we really learn of "Dr.
Borg." Everybody now needs fresh supplies, beginning with the vehicle that
carries them across the map—and the stages of life. So they stop at a gas
station, which proves to be well selected. The strong blond owner, Akerman,
immediately recognizes Dr. Borg and assumes that the occupants of the car are
his children and grandchildren; but he also confesses to have been a patient
from his birth on, of the "world's best doctor"—as were all his
brothers and as was his wife, Eva, who is described as beaming "like a big
strawberry in her red dress." This seems to be a significant variation of
the movie's title, for Eva is indeed pregnant, and Akerman then and there
suggests the' they call the baby Isak (they have only sons). Is our Isak going
to be a godfather before he becomes a grandfather? But here we are reminded
that what we call generativity can, in different lives, be fulfilled by
different ratios of procreative, productive, and creative services to mankind.
And it makes Isak very thoughtful to be in that noon hour in that part of
Sweden, apparently a landscape with a "wide view" and "rich
foliage." And so he whispers to himself (possibly not without being heard
by Akerman) that perhaps he "should have remained here," in such a
small community, where he apparently practiced medicine for fifteen years and
is now remembered by everyone as a doctor who truly "cared"— that is,
before he became more academic: a not atypical old man's mourning for an
abandoned part of his identity.
The Pensive Meal
For lunch, the occupants of the
car face each other around a large table on the open terrace of a nearby inn
with a magnificent view. Their waiter, too, was once Dr. Borg's patient. The
doctor, with the help of some wine, tells anecdotes "of human interest,"
and they are "a great success." Eventually, Anders rises to recite a
poem on the Creation and its Creator, whereupon Viktor reminds him of their
forbidden subjects—and there they go again: rationalism versus religion. But
Sara is touched by Anders's recital and says that she always agrees with the
one of the two "sweet boys" who has spoken last. Isak keeps still,
but in the next moment, just after Marianne lights his cigar, he begins to
recite something, too. It begins, "Where is the friend I seek everywhere?
Dawn is the time of loneliness and care," and it ends with the help of
both Anders and Marianne: "In every sign and breath of air, His love is
there." To which Sara remarks, "You're religious, aren't you,
Professor?"
We will return to this scene. But
if we related its pensiveness to the whole course of life, we would have to say
that the religiosity maturing in old age contains a need for a belief in an
ultimate other whose logos reveals itself in human life. Viktor, the
rationalist, seems to have an inkling of this as much as does the monotheist
Anders, for it is at the end of adolescence and the beginning of young
adulthood that such figures of a significant other can be represented by
charismatic leaders or creative voices as well as by gods. Such shared others
are a necessary counterpart to the sense of "I" and of "we"
that matures in adolescence.
But here we must repeat that,
developmentally speaking, the lifelong sense of "I" and of
"We" first emerges at the very beginning of life out of the bonding experience
of the mother (or the significant maternal person), whom we therefore call the
primal other. And so, the scene by Lake Vattern makes all the more
"sense" when Isak, after a long silence, abruptly announces that he
now will visit his mother, who lives nearby. Marianne declares she would like
to come along.
The Mother Revisited
As we turn from the lakeside
scene and its ultimate perspectives to a revisitation of Isak's mother, now
nearly a hundred years old, we must notice, besides—or, rather, within—the
great drama, those smallest gestures of which Bergman is such a master. We
noticed that, just before Isak's recital, Marianne lit his cigar for him. Now,
on the way to the mother's house, Marianne takes his arm and he pats her hand:
truly, for such proud individuals, gestures expressing some mutual trust.
But—and how often Bergman makes us introduce a new scene with but—when it
comes into view, the mother's house proves to be surrounded by a stone wall
"as tall as a man"; inside, everything seems somewhat unreal, like a
set in an old theater. The mother is dressed all in black. She seems well aware
of his "great day," and greets her son "with both her hands
stretched forth"—and he kisses them. But when she sees Marianne
she wonders whether that is his wife and, if so, whether she should "leave
the room immediately.... She has hurt us too much." Corrected, she wants
to know why Marianne is not at home ("with her child").
Now she points to a large box,
which Marianne brings to her: it proves to be filled with old toys, and she
seems to know to which of her children and grandchildren each toy once
belonged. But for a frightening moment does she not seem to find the children
themselves in the box rather than their toys and things? Then she enumerates
her offspring: ten children, only Isak alive. Twenty grandchildren, and only
Evald visits her—once a year. Of her (God knows how many) great-grandchildren,
she has never met fifteen. She must remember fifty-three birthdays and
anniversaries every year. Her great fault, she now concludes, is that she has
not died, for everybody is waiting for her money—certainly a frequent, if not
always confessed, trend of mind among the oldest. At any rate, as some thunder
rumbles, she concludes that it does not "pay much to talk." In fact,
she asks, "Isn't it cold in here?" and adds, "I've always felt
chilly as long as I can remember. What does that mean? You're a doctor? Mostly
in the stomach. Here." Soberly, Dr. Borg blames her chill on her low blood
pressure.
As they get ready to leave, the
mother requests their advice concerning just one last item in the box: her
father's gold watch. And, yes, the dial is handless! Isak thinks of his deadly
dream of the night before, but then the visit ends with an episode indicative
of some trust and caring: the mother trusts that the watch can be repaired, for
she wants to give it to her grandchild Sigbritt's boy, who will be fifty soon.
And Isak, having kissed his mother good-bye, notes that her face is very cold
but "unbelievably soft" and "full of sharp little lines."
She has lived a long life. As they walk away from the place, Marianne again
takes Isak's arm and he "is filled with gratitude toward this quiet,
independent girl."
Three Dreams
When they return to their car,
Isak and Marianne find an utterly disgusted Sara close to tears: the boys, down
the hill, are still "slugging it out" about their ideological
ultimates: Couldn't they "skip God and pay some attention" to her?
But soon they are all back in the car, with Marianne at the wheel. The sleepy
Isak blesses his luck in having her beside him as a reliable chauffeur. Now he
can take a nap—but not without a series of dreams—"extremely real and very
humiliating" to him.
In recording these dreams in his
diary, Dr. Borg denies "the slightest intention of commenting on their
possible meaning," and states his attitude toward such matters: "I
have never been particularly enthusiastic about the psychoanalytical theory of
dreams as the fulfillment of desires in a negative or positive direction. Yet I
cannot deny that in these dreams there was something like a warning, which bore
into my consciousness and embedded itself there with relentless
determination." Involvement, then! And he adds, "I have found that
during the last few years I glide rather easily into a twilight world of
memories and dreams which are highly personal. I've often wondered if this is a
sign of increasing senility. Sometimes I've also asked myself if it is a
harbinger of approaching death."
These reflections of Dr. Borg
happen to correspond to some of Bergman's own opinions as expressed in the
introduction of the book of screenplays from which we are quoting
here. There Bergman states, "Philosophically, there is a book which was a
tremendous experience for me: Eiono Kaila's Psychology of the Personality. His
thesis that man lives strictly according to his needs—negative and positive—
was shattering to me, but terribly true. And I built on this ground." All
this may seem to call for some methodological discussion on our part; but
nobody is being "psychoanalyzed" in our account. We are using a great
work in order to find in its dramatic dynamics a confirmation and a guide in
our attempt to formulate some of the developmental logos of the
stages of life as we have come to chart them in an expansion of psychoanalytic
thought. In their own dramatic logic, the doctor's dreams seem to make deeply
"life-historical" sense (as he realizes without the help of any
psychoanalyst), for as it takes him back to the strawberry patch near the old family
house, and (in a moment) to his classroom in medical school, we will see that
deep down he is aware of the distant rigidity of which Marianne accused him:
Does he begin to realize that in his old age he must yet relax the kind of
forced integrity that has characterized his very first self description? But
dreams are visual experiences par excellence, and here they are dramatic scenes
as well. So we can only attempt to state in brief summaries what Isak seems to
be trying to tell himself by making his own dream figures confront him.
1. Back at the wild-strawberry patch, Sara is sitting
near Isak, and a little basket full of wild strawberries is between them. She
looks at him for a long time and then speaks to him in a grieved and
penetrating tone that he can hardly hear. Has he ever looked at himself in a
mirror? She pulls one out from under the basket and makes him face himself. How
old he is; and he must die soon, whereas she has a lifetime before her. Now he
seems offended, she continues, for he cannot bear the truth. She has been too
considerate with him. He onlythinks he understands. "Look at yourself
in the mirror," she says, then tells him that she is about to marry
Sigfrid. He should try to smile. "It hurts." She concludes,
"You, a professor emeritus, ought to know why it hurts. But you don't.
Because in spite of all your knowledge you don't really know anything."
Sara throws away the mirror, and it shatters. Through all this, he sits there
knowing that he is old, ugly, ridiculous. He, the Jubilee Doctor, can only
stammer when he tries to answer her. She cannot hear his words; but "they
don't really matter."
Then, a baby cries somewhere.
Sara arises. She had "promised to look after Sigbritt's little boy,"
and, ignoring Isak's plea not to leave him, she runs up to the arbor and
cradles the child: "My poor little one, you shall sleep quietly now. Don't
be afraid of the wind. Don't be afraid of the birds, the jackdaws and the sea
gulls. Don't be afraid of the waves from the sea. I'm with you. I'm holding you
tight. Don't be afraid, little one. Soon it will be another day. No one can
hurt you; I am with you; I'm holding you." All this time, she cries. And
Isak wants to scream until his lungs are bloody.
At the end of Isak's visit to his
mother, we remember, Sigbritt's now grown-up boy was going to get from Isak's
mother her father's watch—repaired. Here, Sara takes care of Sigbritt's boy.
Does the Sara of this dream remind him of the mother he himself experienced
when he was an infant— and she was young? But, of course, he had lost her, as
any infant loses the primal other when he grows up and watches, her
motherliness directed toward the subsequent children.
There follows a dream scene at
the door of the house behind the patch: Sigfrid is calling Sara, and she, with
the baby, runs to him. The "blackened" day begins to clear, and there
is piano music. Isak presses his face against the window, as he sees a mature
and formally clad Sara share a festive dinner a deux. Isak taps on
the window but is not heard. Somehow he cuts a hand: the cut looks like a
stigmatization. Needless to say, the dream dramatizes again the sense of
isolation that is the dystonic counterpart to the intimacy that Isak has missed
so much as a man.
2. With the power of a blinding moonlight, the dream
now changes totally. The same door opens on another scene, and there stands a
frigid Mr. Alman. We saw him last, standing by that roadside ("like a
schoolboy who had been scolded") apologizing for his and his wife's
atrocious behavior. Now he is, apparently, himself a kind of judge, an examiner
who, politely and stiffly, invites Isak to his old polyclinical
lecture-and-examination amphitheater. There is a totally still audience of
youngsters, including Anders and Viktor with their Sara. Having studied
Isak's examination book, and (he too) having silently looked at him for a long
time, Alman gestures him to a microscope and asks him to identify a
bacteriological specimen. All Dr. Borg can see in the microscope is his own
"absurdly enlarged" eye: "I can't see anything." Then Alman
points to the blackboard and asks him to read something printed on it in large
but "foreign" letters. Dr. Borg cannot read it. Alman reads it for
him—"A doctor's first duty is to ask forgiveness"—and now concludes,
"You are guilty of guilt." (Does this mean sin?).
Throughout all this, Dr. Borg
tries to find excuses: the microscope is no good; he is a doctor, not a
linguist; and now he claims that he is an old man with a bad heart. But the
examiner declares that there is nothing about Isak's heart in his books and
continues, lighting a lamp over the face of a woman (Mrs. Alman) and asking him
to diagnose her. Dr. Borg declares the patient to be dead—and she laughs loudly
about it as a great joke. Alman's overall conclusion in regard to the
examination is "That you're incompetent." The Jubilee Doctor!
But then he adds that Isak also
was accused of "indifference, selfishness, lack of consideration"—and
all this by his wife! Dr. Borg's final excuse: she is long dead. But Alman asks
him to come along and leads him into a forest.
3. In the light of a moon resembling an "inflamed
eye," Alman and he enter a world of dead trees, oozing mud, a porous
ground, and snakes. The scene that follows (how much of it is memory, how much
dream?) seems to reveal, with all dramatic means, what a foreigner Isak is and
how hysterical his wife was in matters of passion: in that forest "where
snakes seemed to well forth from the swampy, porous ground," we hear a
woman's giggling gradually turning into uncontrollable laughter as she flails
the air in trying to escape the advances of a virile but somehow disgusting man
—a man who "tries to pull the pins out of her hair" and speaks to her
"as if to an animal" while she is "crying, rocking, and
swaying." Suddenly, she is completely still, as she "receives"
him "between her knees." Then they sit there, he with his cigar and
she thinking what would (or will) happen if she told Isak about this. He will
say, she predicts, "You shouldn't ask forgiveness from me. I have nothing
to forgive." And again, "But would he ever ask for
forgiveness?" She may accuse him of a "sickening" nobility, and
he will offer her a sedative, claiming that he understands.
Then Isak dreams that Alman calls
his dreams "a surgical masterpiece," for "everything has been
dissected"—a "perfect achievement of its kind." Dr. Borg asks
what the penalty is. He is told, "Loneliness, of course." "Is
there no grace?" he asks. But that his examiner does not claim
to know. And then he disappears.
4. There is one more brief scene where Sara once more
"materializes." "If only you had stayed with me" is all he
can say. He tries to follow her, but she moves "so much more easily and
faster" than he. And then she, too, is gone. So is the moon. And Isak wants
to cry with "wild, childish sorrow."
The Son 's Despair
On awakening, Isak finds himself
in the car alone with Marianne, in another beautiful Swedish countryside. The
children "are out picking flowers" for him, the jubileer.
"Good Lord!" he says.
But he uses their moment alone to tell Marianne about his dreaming: "It's
as if I'm trying to say something to myself which I don't want to hear when I'm
awake." To her question "And what would that be?" he answers,
"That I am dead, although I live." To this she reacts violently:
"Do you know that you and Evald are very much alike?"
Isak: "You told me
that."
Marianne: "Do you know that
Evald has said the very same thing?"
Isak: "About me? Yes, I can
believe that."
Marianne: "No, about
himself."
Isak: "But he's only
thirty-eight years old."
Marianne: "May I tell you
everything, or would it bore you?"
At last!
Just before she came to visit
him, Marianne had wanted to tell Evald something and, as we now witness, had
driven him to the beach, the sea "merging with clouds in infinite
grayness." "So now you have me trapped," Evald admits and
wonders whether her secret is another man. No, she says, "I'm
pregnant," and adds, "I shall have this child." They both feel
cold. After sitting "quietly for a long time" and "whistling
soundlessly," Evald marches through the rain down to the beach and stands
under a tree for another while. Finally, she goes to him, and he says (icily,
calmly, it seems) that she must choose between him and the child: he cannot
accept what may force him "to exist another day longer than he
wants." He thinks he was an unwelcome child, and is Isak sure he is his
son? She tries to tell him that his attitude is wrong. And here it comes again:
"There is nothing,"
Evald says, "which can be called right or wrong. One functions according
to one's needs; you can
Evald: "You have a damned
need to live, to exist and create life."
Marianne: "And how about
you?"
Evald: "My need is to be
dead. Absolutely, totally dead."
This is Marianne's story. All
Isak can do is ask her whether she wants to smoke. And smoking helps her
confess that she finds his mother's ice-cold state of mind "more
frightening than death itself"; and now Isak declares himself dead while
living, and Evald is just about to. But she says, "I want my child; nobody
can take it from me. Not even the person I love more than anyone else."
(She will not stand for generational death, then.) Isak records that Marianne's
gaze at this point was "black, accusing, desperate": "I
suddenly, felt shaken in a way which I had never experienced before.' But what
he says is simply "Can I help you?"—which is what she hoped to hear
in the first place, when she came to visit him. So here, at last, a latent
theme decisive for this whole drama has come into the open. You may remember
that in that very first dream, we seemed to hear a baby's cries right in the
swaying and rocking noise made by the hearse; this meant to us (and I hope, to
Bergman) that the doctor in Isak could not help being at least intuitively
aware of Marianne'` pregnancy, even if he was too "dead" then, to
face it. But much has happened since then to revive the Borgs.
On to Lund
And now it is time to drive to
Lund. Marianne blows the horn and starts the motor. The children appear with a
far' bouquet of wildflowers, and Sara solemnly hands them to Isak through the
car window, declaring how impressed the are that he is so old and has been a
doctor for so long: "one who knows all about life and who has learned all
the prescriptions by heart," whereupon she curtsies and kisses him on the
cheek. Then they all board for the last stretch of the trip.
As they arrive at Evald's house,
everybody is there waiting, but Isak first notices "a small, round
woman," Agda: so she had made it by plane. And though she still is somewhat
sour ("the fun is gone"), she proves to have played her preparatory
role most efficiently. Evald is all dressed up for the ceremony and the dinner:
he is pleased to see Marianne, who, when asked whether she wants a room in the
hotel, asks, "Why?" and proves ready to share Evald's bedroom
"for one more night." And yes, she will go to the dinner, too. We
thus face, on that last day of our visit there, a whole series of the simplest
and most sensible personal and generational encounters, of the kind that also
make this dynamic movie a stage for an ordinary display and interplay of all
human emotions. At the end, they are made only more convincing by this very
special, ceremonial day.
Now they all drive to Lund's
beautiful ancient cathedral (more recently, Hammarskjold was buried there). Let
Dr. Borg describe the overall setting: "Trumpet fanfares, bells ringing,
field-cannon salutes, masses of people, the giant procession from the
university to the cathedral, the white dressed garland girls, royalty, old age,
wisdom, beautiful music, stately Latin sentences which echoed off the huge
vaults. The students and their girls, women in bright, magnificent dresses,
this strange rite with its heavy symbolism." Isak, in a most dignified
way, goes through the ceremonial motions, delightedly seeing "the
children" in the applauding crowd and Agda and Marianne in the invited
audience. He really continues thinking of the "day just lived (and dreamt)
through" and concludes that there is a "remarkable reality in this
chain of unexpected untangled events," while all the noisy festivities now
seem "as meaningless as a passing dream!" But soon he, too, stands at
the altar—top spot of it all—to be crowned with that famous black hat.
Day's End
For the banquet, however, he is
too tired, so he takes a taxi home. There Agda has everything prepared for the
good night that he needs; and he feels great warmth for her. So, as she helps
him undress, the new honorary doctor does ask for forgiveness: "I'm sorry
for this morning." She responds, "Are you sick, Professor?"
After a while, he, even more daringly suggests that maybe it is time that they
address each other with "du " which would correspond in the English
speaking world to the mutual use of first names. But she wonders what people would
say and, anyway, begs to be "excused from all intimacies." Retiring,
she leaves her door ajar, in case he wants something.
Lying down to sleep, Isak hears
musical noises and, indeed, getting up once more, sees the "children"
down in the garden, singing and guitarring. Then Sara loudly voices the truly
final word: "Goodbye, Father Isak. Do you know that it is really you I
love, today, tomorrow and forever?" Isak replies, "I'll remember
that."
Then Evald and Marianne come home
for a moment, because she has broken a heel. Isak calls Evald in and asks what
is going to happen between them.
Evald: "I have asked her to
remain with me."
Isak: "And how will it . . .
I mean . . ."
Evald: "I can't be without
her."
Isak: "You mean you can't
live alone?"
Evald: "I can't be without her. That's
what I mean."
Isak: "I understand."
Evald: "It will be as she
wants."
But a remark regarding his loan
(remember?) is misunderstood by Evald, who assures Isak that he will get his
money back. Then Marianne comes to sit on his bed for a moment, and Isak's
senses seem to have been activated by it all, for he notes that she
"smelled good and rustled in a sweet, womanly way." To her, he says
only, "I like you," and she declares, "I like you, too, Father
Isak." And yet what essential matters have been settled between them—and
their generations!
Finally, alone, Isak
"hears" his heart and his old watch, and the tower clock, as it
strikes eleven: one hour before midnight. But there occurs one more what? The
technical term would be daydream, for it is a dream that one might
well have while awake. Here, however, the dreamer happens to be awake near
midnight, and Isak, when recording it, feels that he must explain. Whenever he
is restless or sad, he tries now, he tells us, to "recall
memories of his childhood to calm down." That night, he wanders back again
to the summerhouse and the strawberry patch and to everything that he
"dreamed or remembered or experienced" that day. It sounds like a
visual lullaby that he now imagines; a "warm, sunny day" with "a
mild breeze coming through the birches." Down at the dock, his sisters and
brothers are romping with Uncle Aron and applauding when the red sail goes up.
Now Sara passes by and, seeing him, comes running and says, "Isak, darling,
there are no wild strawberries left. Aunt wants you to search for your father.
We will sail around the peninsula and pick you up on the other side."
Isak: "I have already
searched for him, but I can't find either Father or Mother."
Sara: "Your mother was
supposed to go with him."
Isak: "Yes, but I can't find
them."
Sara: "I will help
you."
And Sara now takes him by the
hand and leads him to "a narrow sound with deep, dark water."
What Isak sees there is his
father fishing and his mother reading a book, as distant from each other as
these activities demanded. When Sara sees that he has noticed his parents she
drops his hand and suddenly is gone, obviously leaving him to his own
experience of ultimate or, rather, primary recognition.
What we really mean to suggest
here is that one's sense of "I," which is the center of our
awareness, is first experienced in infancy when the mother is recognized as a
recognizable "you": thus, she becomes, as we have said, the primal
other in our life. There is a limited series of other "others"
throughout life, beginning with the father, who thus can contribute an ideal
model for such father figures as charismatic leaders and, of course, God. At
any rate, Isak, after having looked for a long time at the pair, tries to shout
but "not a sound" comes from his mouth. All this is, incidentally,
described in terms of the historical time: his father is dressed like a
gentleman fisherman and the mother wears a big hat. At last the father sees him
and waves, laughing; and the mother looks up from her book, also laughs—and
nods.
It all ends thus: "I dreamed
that I stood by the water and shouted toward the bay, but the warm summer
breeze carried away my cries and they did not reach their destination. yet I
wasn't sorry about that; I felt, on the contrary, rather lighthearted."
One cannot help hoping that
Isak's lightheartedness is in the service of the peaceful sleep we think he has
deserved after that day. But we also hope that the total experience of Borg is
apparent in the choice of his words. He was, after all, a professor, an
esteemed teacher. His field was bacteriology, which demands exactness and
attention to detail. As an adolescent and very young man, he also found
pleasure in the reading of poetry, an enthusiasm he wanted to share with his
young cousin Sara.
He tells us that for
the first twenty years of his life he spent the summers at the house on the
shore with his siblings and cousins. It was apparently a stimulating, unusually
lively environment. The early years of our old doctor, about whose childhood we
otherwise know very little, were thus, we can assume, rich with sensory
experience. These enlivening exposures to natural stimuli are enduring and
remain acute components of memory long after fact and number have for many
become vague and perhaps unimportant. The poems of elderly persons have
repeatedly demonstrated this persistence of sensory memory. It may be a vital
component of all daydreaming in old age. At any rate, Dr. Borg's dreams and
half-waking fantasies are exceptionally vivid in every sensory detail. We can
appreciate this lively involvement in his environs as we follow him from one
stage to another.
Infancy
Since we posit hope as the first
basic strength to be nurtured in infancy—a strength that in its turn supports
all the earliest as well as the future development of the individual —let us
now consider the matrix into which this particular child, Isak Borg, was born.
We would assume that the matrix is naturally made up of the environs and the
caretakers. How much does the film story reveal to us of the space in which
Isak spent his first years? The summerhouse and its spacious and desirable
location suggest that the family winter home must have been more than
adequately upper bourgeois. One would imagine a nursery used in turn by the ten
children a' they arrived. Isak, one assumes, was physically well taken care of.
Babies are not born equal in physical endowment, but Isak was probably a husky
infant who grew into an aging man in apparent good health. In any case, he
outlived all his siblings.
His mother, who one assumes was
his primary caretaker, gives every evidence of being a physically exceptional
woman, having produced ten children and remained very much in charge of her
life. The gas station attendant speaks of her, at ninety-six years of age, as
"a miracle of health and vitality." But she is cool and distant and
states explicitly, "I've alwaysfelt chilly." However, Dr. Borg
tells Marianne a surprisingly observed detail about her that reinforces our
earlier suggestion. He says of his mother, "Her senses are as sharp as
those of an animal in the woods." This kind of sensory acuity would have
been a component of the mutuality of shared experiences between infant and
mother and may have provided early stimulation for this child. Babies
were usually delivered at home in those days and breast-fed, if not by the
mother then by a wet nurse. It is thus reasonable to assume that for a year or
so his senses—touch, smell, and taste, as well as sight and
hearing—were actively involved in his milieu.
It is not clear in the story how
many older and/or younger siblings Isak had. However, in the birthday scene
some of the children seem very young; yet although he is the only survivor he
is not the oldest, since his mother speaks disparagingly of his older brother.
Did his young mother have time to devote to this perhaps middle son, time to be
playful with him, or was he well washed and bedded and left a good deal to
himself? the day we witnessed will eventually see him somewhat more
"reinvolved" in human life than he appears to be in his initial
self-description. For what could have caused in him the daylong experience of
such a self-confrontation, if not a wish for some involvement? We believe that
this was caused by a combination of the celebration and of Marianne's
pregnancy, in addition to some kind of age-specific spiritual readiness; none
of this seems to be sufficiently expressed in the kind of withdrawn wisdom and
compulsive integrity that characterize the original introduction to his diary.
At any rate, Marianne's now-generative passion and her true caring demanded of
Isak's self-confrontation more than an "adjustment" to his old
condition, and more than an acceptance of reality: we call actuality what
reinvolved him and those closest to him that day, as became so clear in the
simplest and yet also most "related" interactions of the final
scenes.
Or, maybe, too, there is a
problem of historical relativity in all this: the historical period in which
Dr. Borg reached old age makes it still quite plausible that he, as such a rare
survivor in his family and in his community, should be something of a classical
elder with a withdrawn integrity and with something of a pseudo-integrity like
the one he describes, but today one wonders what more vital involyement in
private and in communal affairs could be expected of such a man. (Lund
Physicians for Social Responsibility?) Maybe, also, we can trust Marianne to
continue insisting that even at his age he develop somewhat of a grandparental
generativity both in personal affairs and in the community. It may, in fact,
just be that fate was waiting for a daughter figure to take on the generational
role in the Borg family and to teach both of these astonished doctors something
about fatherhood.
In the preceding section, we
reviewed Bergman's film scene by scene, indicating which stage of Dr. Borg's
life cycle is being relived by him in the service of reremembering his life
story in terms of his old age. It may now be clarifying for us to indicate
explicitly, at the risk of being somewhat repetitious, how his
"restored" life history permits us to reconstruct the various stages
of life as first lived by the growing and maturing Isak. Let us see, in fact,
how Dr. Borg expresses in his own words the tensions between the syntonic and
dystonic aspects of each stage as well as the strength then to be fostered. We
will turn to the original script for clarifying details and for the English
version of the Swedish dialogue.
First we must remind ourselves
that Dr. Borg is still alive at the end of the film and as a legendary figure
remains for us immortal. He is only falling asleep peacefully at the end of the
last scene. The tension between the syntonic and dystonic pulls will, then,
continue for him, and, indeed, he can continue to develop new strengths if
favorable experiences offer themselves and if he is ready and able to accept
change —and age.
It is also good to remember that
the entire story of Wild Strawberries is based on Dr. Borg's own
journal, which, he tells us, he began to write on the day after his trip to
Lund. One of the remarkable aspects of this account, however, is the devotion
to the experiential detail, the sensual, exact description of sound, sight,
touch, and even taste and smell. Such perceptive acuity is rare in didactic
accounts, being found outstandingly as an attribute of the work of the artists
of the world. There it must be an integral element in the expression of all the
art forms. The artistry of Bergman's Dr.
. . .
at the luncheon party with the youngsters
and Marianne— a poem that is a hymn of faith and is well known to her and
Anders, the young theologian.
He recites:
Where is the friend I seek
everywhere?
Dawn is the time of loneliness and care.
Dawn is the time of loneliness and care.
Anders continues:
When twilight comes I am still yearning
Though my heart is burning, burning.
I see His trace of glory and power
In an ear of grain and the fragrance of a flower
Though my heart is burning, burning.
I see His trace of glory and power
In an ear of grain and the fragrance of a flower
And Marianne ends:
In every sign and breath of air
His love is there.
His love is there.
The revelatory experiences of the
day's trip, it seems, have moved this old man deeply, for later, at the
ceremony in Lund, he ruminates about the day, planning to recollect and write
down everything that happened. He says, "I was beginning to see a remarkable
causality in this chain of unexpected, entangled events." Is such
causality not an article of scientific faith? And later, in the final scene, he
stands by the water and shouts toward his parents, who are far away and
involved in their own affairs (as usual?). They fish and read on an opposite
bank and do not respond except with a slight, waved greeting. Yet their very
presence, even at such a distance, must have been reassuring for their last
surviving son. He says, "Yet I wasn't sorry about that. I felt on the
contrary rather lighthearted." In fact, he goes to sleep smiling
peacefully.
The whole picture, then, actually
ends on a note of hope.
Indeed, in the final scenes at
least some essential reconciliation with his son is promised. Even Marianne's simple
"I like you too, Father Isak," is a gift from this determined young
woman whose faith in generativity he has learned to prize and respect. And, of
course, there is the vitalizing promise of a grandchild.
Early Childhood
With the second stage, which introduces
the development of musculature and experiments with independence, the environs
as well as the relationships of the toddler expand. We really see Isak Borg
only as an old man. He is present as observer in all the scenes of which he
must have been a part in his youth. But he moves freely, if with appropriate
caution, for he knows well that in old age it is contraindicated to
fall—doctors know that old bones are brittle and break all too easily.
No longer confined to restricted
safe spaces, to crib or playpen, the toddler may explore larger environs and
becomes a more involved member of the family—joining siblings, aunts, uncles,
and cousins. And the Borg family was obviously an extended one, whose members
shared at least their summers. This offers many challenges for a youngster,
such as older figures to admire and emulate, but also competitors and persons
to be jealous of.
The demands on a toddler are also
more severe. This is the period for bowel training and the struggle with
caretakers as to how and when and where these eliminating functions may take
place. And there are penalties for defying the social norms that the adults
impose. Shaming is the device used most freely by families to enforce social
rules, and name calling is resorted to with implications of lack of control,
uncleanness, gluttony, selfishness, carelessness. This kind of shaming can be
weathered if there is also adequate supportive encouragement and some good
humor. More deeply injurious are the doubts and aspersions that the youngster
encounters from older siblings and adults concerning the adequacy of actual
physical or mental capacities.
Throughout this period, keen
sensory awareness can support in the child a true and appropriate sense of
available abilities so that a strong willfulness may be maintained along with a
social compliance, which also offers its rewards.
It would appear that Isak
throughout his childhood struggled perhaps stubbornly or even rebelliously to
exert his right to be himself. He is in his old age a very independent and
strong-willed character with well-defined inflexibility and some presumption.
The young Sara may be expressing
the extended family's characterization of young Isak when she bewails his
"fineness," his "intellectuality," and his wanting only to
"read poetry" with her. Perhaps it is his "difference," a
solitariness, that sets him apart and appeals to her idealism.
As an old man, however, Dr. Borg
speaks out his plans and wishes very decisively. Following his nightmare dream
at the beginning of the film, Dr. Borg awakens at 3:00 A.M. He says, "I
knew immediately what I should do." He then wakens Agda and tells her,
"I'm taking the car . . . I'll drive down to Lund with my own two
hands." He is seventy-six years old, and the drive to Lund takes fourteen
hours. He plans to go alone. Agda, equally strong-willed, and he then spar,
which he cuts off with, "We are not married, Miss Agda.... I'm a grown man
and I don't have to put up with your bossiness." No reticence here. He is
master of his house and of himself.
Miss Agda and he have together
successfully provided him with excellent physical care he is vital, strong, and
willful. But an underlying shame, doubt, and confusion are clearly manifested
in the dream scene with the inquisitor when he is examined. He defends himself
by trying to evade responsibility for this medical matter since his
professional acumen is at stake. "There is something wrong with the
microscope." "I'm a doctor, not a linguist." Finally, when his
bravado fails, he pleads almost childishly, "I'm an old man and must be
treated with consideration."
The theme of early-childhood
shame as experienced in old age is most painfully expressed when the older Sara
forces him in a dream scene to look in the mirror she offers him and shows him
his face, which looks "old and ugly." She follows this by saying,
"In spite of all your knowledge you don't really know anything,"
another telling blow to his intellectual pride. This dream theme is, no doubt,
suggested by the way Marianne unhesitatingly confronts him.
He boasts readily of his
relationship with his son. They are very much alike, he claims, and understand
one another in an intelligent, practical way. However, his face looks stricken
when she replies to this cool information with the indictment "That may be
true, but he also hates you." She seems to respect this strong, controlled
old man but also to recognize the destructive quality of the ruthless
willfulness with which the son has been obliged to contend.
Play Age
The third stage is the age of
play, and the child's matrix of being includes not only the extended family and
close friends, peers, and playmates but also the environs of the play school or
kindergarten. Games, fairy tales, and songs stimulate the imagination and open
the doors to vicarious experience. Inventiveness and initiative are offered
free play, but within limits that protect the space and rights of others. The
overstepping of these limits is frowned upon by the milieu and the offender is
made to feel guilty. By way of an active imagination, one learns to empathize
with the sensibilities of others and be respectful of their purposefulness.
It is imperative at this third
stage to establish a working relationship with materials and learn to trust
their lawfulness and reliability. Mistrust of the world of matter and things is
self-limiting and maladaptive. It is also of great importance to become able to
differentiate actuality from fantasy by virtue of the reliability of
trustworthy sensory experience. Should the fantasy world appear safer than
reality, it can become a refuge and result in purposelessness.
How can we visualize Isak at this
age relating to the challenges of imaginative play and initiative and coping
with restraining social strictures?
We have been aware that throughout
the dream fantasy sequences old Dr. Borg is the observer of the youthful
scenes. He is apart from the actors and watching a little anxiously but keenly.
Only once does he indicate he wants to make himself heard, and at that point he
wounds himself on a nail. Perhaps this was the nonparticipator stance he slowly
began to assume throughout his childhood. In his differentness, he may have
become the visual recorder. His dreams in old age are remarkably vivid,
inventive, and minutely recorded in each sensual detail. This role of the
observer is a necessary one for the writer and the artist, as well as for the
scientist. One wonders throughout about his father as role model, for this is
the stage Freud designates as that of the confrontation with the Oedipus complex.
Isak's father is seen only once in the film, fishing on the bank of the water—a
solitary activity and a very remote figure.
At the beginning of the eventful
day we are following, the decision at 3:00 A.M. to drive to Lund seemed both
willful and improvised. The story continues in this vein when Dr. Borg decides
to turn off and visit the old summerhouse. "Suddenly I had an
impulse," he says. There he also quite willingly falls into the plan of
taking along first the modern Sara and then her young companions. He initiates
the luncheon party with them and is drawn into their squabbles and antics. He
is involved, almost playful, and amused. At the bare suggestion of the gas
station attendant, his old patient, he apparently decides also to visit his mother,
or was this an essential part of his plan in deciding to drive? For some
reason, one would not have expected such flexibility from this disciplined old
man. The dreams that awakened him seem to have propelled him into asserting his
aliveness and self-assertiveness. When Marianne says, "You are an old
egotist, Father.... you have never listened to anyone but yourself... you are
hard as nails.... We who have seen you at close range, we know what you really
are," he tries to laugh off her judgments. When, however, Marianne reacts
to his statement "I'm sorry you dislike me" by saying, "I don't
dislike you. I feel sorry for you," he is incredulous and again tries to
defend himself by claiming to be only amused and noting "her odd tone of
voice and lack of logic." This suggests, one senses, a kind of sweeping
defense against the judgments of womankind in general.
Later in the dream—when the
inquisitor, Alman, forces him to agree, very reluctantly, that "a doctor's
first duty is to ask forgiveness"—he acts only stubbornly compliant and
confused. When that is followed by the accusation "You are guilty of
guilt," all his defenses seem to crumble.
His stance is that of a very
humbled man as he then is forced to view again the scene with his wife and her
lover in the forest, and as he hears her accusations against him he ages
perceptibly—with guilt and shame.
School Age
The development of the basic
strength of competence is fostered in every society in the years of schooling.
Industriousness is encouraged for the sake of the survival of the individual
and of the community. A sense of inferiority, which is its opposite, is
adaptive and syntonic only insofar as it provides appropriate modification of
any overestimation of capacities. Overestimation of competence can be as
maladaptive as underestimation. What is required is accurately perceived
capacities, as judged by keen, trustworthy senses.
The school years provide an
extended matrix of school and work groups, of teachers, "bosses," of
skills carried on outside school and the beginning of a sense of community
membership. At this point, trust in one's own tested physical, mental, and
social capacities is essential. The earlier experiences with materials, tools,
and processes that have been promoted by playful imagination, supported by
willpower, and guided by purposefulness reinforce one's approach to all study.
But the dystonic also curbs and modifies: mistrust, shame, and guilt are
essential so that the individual may avoid egocentricity and ruthlessness. In
order to acquire skills and all knowledge necessary for the dominant
technology, learning must be mastered and a respectful estimation of masters
and teachers is mandatory. An appropriate appraisal of incapacities leads to
genuine humility, a prerequisite for teachability, but also the basis for
genuine appreciation of the skills and creativity of others.
It is easy to imagine that young
Isak Borg found in study and all intellectual pursuits a rewarding and
satisfying chal lenge. The isolation of book learning may have offered him a
refuge from his siblings and more extroverted peers. With language as a tool,
he could give form to his imaginative life with words and take pleasure in the
expression of the poets he seems to have enjoyed. Later young Sara says of him,
"Isak is enormously refined and moral . . . he wants us to read poetry
together . . . he's extremely intellectual." His concentration and hard
work in school must have given him considerable prestige at home, as well as
advancing his hope of becoming a student of higher learning in the upper levels
of academe. It also permitted him to remain the scientifically skeptical,
detached observer of others.
At seventy-six, Dr. Borg is
physically competent and practical. To have undertaken a fourteen-hour drive,
without an apparent moment of doubt in his capacity to manage it alone, offers
evidence of his sense of confidence in his physical and mental stamina. He
wears glasses only to read and write, smokes little and then only cigars,
"a manly vice." He always has a rope in the back of his car, he
claims, in case of need and skillfully manages its deployment after the
accident. His skills are not limited to those of the intellect. He even
mentions that he takes pleasure now and then in a game of golf.
There can be little doubt as to
Dr. Borg's sense of competence in his old age—after all, he is being awarded an
honorary doctorate for fifty years of medical practice with distinction. He
describes himself as someone wishing to devote himself to "keeping up with
the steady progress" made in his profession. "My life has been filled
with work and for that I am grateful," he says. In fact, he has taken
great pride in his sense of competence, which makes the blow of his failure at
his examination by Alman and the verdict of "incompetent" all the
more severe.
In reflecting on his whole life,
however, one must note that this work competence has been bought and maintained
at a high cost. He has undeniably been incompetent as husband, father, and
father-in-law. He especially fails Marianne when she comes to him for help.
"Don't try to drag me into your marital problems, because I don't give a
damn about them —everyone has his own troubles" was his uncaring and
prejudiced response. Such an attitude suggests a possibly maladaptive sense of
overriding self-satisfaction that tends toward emotional impassivity and
dullness.
Adolescence
With emerging adulthood, a young
man is challenged to relate to society and its technology and to the world of
ideas, ideals, creeds, and symbols. It is important for him to identify himself
with life goals worthy of commitment and fidelity and to do this with an
appropriate knowledge of his capacities. The sturdy strengths of hope, will,
purpose, and competence, which result from the earlier balancing of these
stage-specific syntonic and dystonic tensions, will now support these new vital
commitments. But this is a demanding step to be taken, and it is easy to become
confused and uncertain about one's life role and one's firm sense of
"I." There will inevitably arise challenges of loyalty, self-trust in
relation to peers, groups, country, and ideals with, one would hope,
appropriate mistrust of simplistic approaches and resolutions. Identity
confusion with a constant shifting of temporary identities is maladaptive.
However, a premature and inflexible commitment may foreclose possible choices
of great promise. A total dedication to one cause that is maladaptive for
others and oneself may lead to a rigid fanaticism. Where competencies have been
developed and, with them. predilections that accord with one's capacities and
society's needs have been carefully weighed, one's psychosocial identity may
initially be wisely molded.
It seems that young Isak Borg
made such a felicitous commitment. He had the intellectual capacities for the
prolonged and arduous study demanded of the medical profession. He was healthy
and strong. He had keen senses and the trained ability to observe with
detachment, which, we suspect, he had practiced for many years. He valued
scientific inquiry and chose a role of great prestige in the eyes of society
and his intellectual peers.
After fifty years of medical
practice, he appears to be well satisfied with his choice and his performance;
and, indeed, society is ready to bestow on him a high honor in recognition of
his professional fidelity.
As he awakens from the first
challenging dream sequence early in the morning, he sits up in bed and says,
"My name is Isak Borg. I am seventy-six years old. I really feel quite
well." On muttering these words, he feels "much calmer." This is
surely a statement tantamount to a "station identification." He later
tells us that he is the only survivor of ten children, a Lutheran and a Swede,
and, above all, a doctor. "If for some reason I would have to evaluate
myself," he says, "I am sure that I would do so without shame or
concern for my reputation." His sense of his own integrity, at any rate,
seems to be high.
However, every man has more than
one role to play in life. His work is his professional role. Dr. Borg seems to
have sidestepped a real involvement with his many other more personal roles. In
an egoistic and single-minded way, he shows no mitigating identity confusion
and has experienced little identification with his roles as husband, father,
and father-in-law.
In the very first dream, his
recognition of the corpse as being himself is obviously startling and painful.
He has, old as he is, not yet faced many of the aspects of his personal
identity or of his mortality. Indeed, on this very day, when his professional
role is supremely confirmed, his own inner sense of identity cohesion, as
challenged by his daughter-in-law's confrontation, forces this man to face a
certain inner confusion. At this final stage of his life, such confusion could
make his generational role highly problematic. But the end of the film
indicates some promise of possible new identity potentials in the roles of
grandfather and godfather.
Young Adulthood
In reviewing Dr. Borg's life
stages, we have indicated how his matrix of personal relationships widened with
each step. The circle of potential intimacies has consistently increased to
involve caretakers, siblings, extended family, peers, teachers, and the
idealized identity models of legend and all literature and history. With adulthood,
the individual is first ready for an experience that involves commitment and
fidelity capable of culminating in mature love. This presupposes the sharing of
life, work, and productivity nurtured by the bond of adult sexuality and a
sense of common goals. It therefore demands two already defined identities,
neither of which becomes really submerged under the dominance of the other,
although each may be both modified and expanded.
We have little evidence in our
sparse data of any of Isak Borg's intimate relationships with siblings or
friends. Only Sara seems to evoke a deep yearning for a young, caring, feminine
figure in his life. This is such a needy, hungry reaching out that it evokes
the sound of a crying baby, which is repeated in the film at critical moments
of despair. Only with the modern Sara, in his old age, is he able to have a
playful relationship, which she induces by her own carefree, humorous manner
and spirit.
Indeed, the dystonic elements of
isolation and even of exclusivity seem at the sixth stage to be conspicuously
prominent. Some exclusivity in intimate relationships, we have postulated, is
expectable and sympathic. But too much with little or no intimacy to balance
can support a malignant tendency to extreme exclusivity.
Early in the film he says,
"I have of my own free will withdrawn almost completely from
society." A sweeping relegation of all nonprofessional relationships to
the far edges of his life involvements. In his house, he carries on what
appears to be a consistently ambivalent relationship with Agda, his faithful
housekeeper for some forty years. She maintains order in his environs, freeing
his time for walking, golf, and his ongoing professional studies. Is she,
perhaps, a replacement for the efficient, bossy, matriarchal aunt of the
summer-cottage scenes?
He attempts firmly to keep
Marianne at a distance with his unwillingness to listen to her plea for help on
her arrival. On the trip, he undertakes to maintain this chill with his cool
"Please don't smoke." "There should be a law against women
smoking."
His marriage, as he says, was
quite unhappy, which is an understatement of the first order, since it was a
fiasco and apparently, as his mother suggests, a family disgrace. In this
connection, it is interesting to note that during that part of the trip when
the Almans live out verbally their miserable relationship for all the occupants
of the car to witness, Dr. Borg remains stiffly, dumbly frozen. It is Marianne
who takes charge.
After this scene, as he sleeps
and dreams of the examination room where he is failing humiliatingly to answer
questions correctly, he demands consideration because he is an old man with a
weak heart. Alman merely answers him, "There is nothing concerning your
heart in my papers." Indeed, one might say the same of the data concerning
his intimate relationships revealed in this film and its story of his past. And
Alman strikes home cruelly when he adds to his indictment that Dr. Borg is
incompetent because he diagnoses a live woman as dead.
The young Sara tells us how
clearly she responds to his need for her and is also restrained by her respect
for his youthful control and integrity. But she is reaching out for intimacy
and tenderness herself, and he is unable to respond. Sara says, "Isak is
so refined. He is so enormously refined and moral and sensitive and he wants us
to read poetry together and he talks about the after-life and wants to play
duets on the piano and he likes to kiss only in the dark and he talks about
sinfulness." However, she continues, "But sometimes I get the feeling
that I'm much older than Isak, do you know what I mean? And then I think he's a
child even if we are the same age...." And again we sense the hunger of
young Isak for the replacement of a very early unrequited love relationship,
about which he remains nostalgic. So Sara is courted and won by Sigfrid,
almost, as she implies, against her better judgment.
And what may we infer about his
choice of a wife? She is portrayed as a very beautiful and sensuous woman. He
still has her photograph in front of him on his desk. Did he believe that with
such a woman he might overcome the sense of coldness developing in him as part
of his birthright? Evald's account of himself as "an unwelcome child"
with "indifference, fear, infidelity and guilt feelings" as his
"nurses" does not portray his mother as a warm and mothering person.
Needy, passionate, she may have been completely frustrated by the Borg
aloofness.
Dr. Borg, the scientist, though
obviously drawn to her initially, maintains a professional detachment toward
Karin, his wife. She tells us, "Now I will go home and tell this to Isak
and I know exactly what he'll say: Poor little girl, how I pity you. As if he
were God himself. And then I'll cry and say: Do you really feel pity for me? and
he'll say: I feel infinitely sorry for you, and then I'll cry some more and ask
him if he can forgive me. And then he'll say: You shouldn't ask forgiveness
from me. I have nothing to forgive." How ingrained these words must have
been in his memory, since he repeats them verbatim in his dream! Karin is
infuriated by the patronizing superiority of these statements and adds,
"But he doesn't mean a word of it, because he's completely cold." The
husband then becomes doctor and offers to bring her, his patient, a sedative
and says he understands everything.
The penalty for such indifferent
presumption, Alman says, is "loneliness." Borg is not unmoved and
asks, "Is there no grace?" Alman knows nothing about such things and
leaves. Isak continues, "I wanted to cry with wild, childish sorrow."
All this is very bleak. However,
early in the picture, in the dream sequence about the summer when he observes
that he is not present in the birthday scene, he hears someone say, "Isak
is out fishing with father," and he says, "Oh, yes, Father and I were
out fishing together. I felt a secret and completely inexplicable happiness at
this message." Here, then, must have been at least one cherished intimacy
of his childhood. If his father, as may be suspected, was also somewhat of an
isolate, perhaps this formed a meaningful bond between them.
His acceptance and tolerance of
the three young people as they suddenly appear is surprising and heartening.
The dreams, the exchange of words with Marianne, and the dreamy fantasy at the
summerhouse have already introduced an active leaven.
At the end of the long day, there
is considerable evidence that some of his defensive barriers are crumbling. His
self chosen isolation has at least been successfully invaded. But the absence
of true intimacy in any relationship has remained his greatest personal defect.
In this, he is stagnant, and such a central lack can only impoverish his
generational role in adulthood and in old age.
A greater capacity for empathy
and playfulness than one might have guessed is reevoked through his sensuous
relationship with the three Saras. The reexperiencing through memory and
fantasy are apparently strong antidotes for the encroaching despair and
possible acceptance of cool numbness in aging that old Mrs. Borg exemplifies.
Adulthood
Now we have reached the years of
the stage of generativity, which encompasses a long period of responsibilities
demanding stamina and dedication. The challenge is to be productive in all
manner of ways, and the strength to be developed is that of care.
Caring embraces taking care of
whatever one produces— children, of course, but also all that one does or makes
or is part of. It involves playing an active role in the social institutions
that create the coherence of a given social structure at a given historical
time. Not to be in any way productive and participant in the social network in
which one lives and works and loves must result in stagnation—a sense of the
end of growth, both personally and as a member of the community and the greater
polls.
Whenever and under whatever
conditions, the adults of a given society owe the younger generation the
safeguarding of the opportunities and the conditions in which the basic
strengths can be developed. They provide the foundations for all future generativity,
creativity, and productivity.
We have assumed that young Isak
Borg pursued with dedication his own medical training quite early and that he
became an excellent family doctor. The testimony of the gas station attendant
and his pregnant wife is clear and spontaneous: "Here you see Dr. Borg in
person." "This is the man that Ma and Pa and the whole district talk
about." "The world's best doctor." And he expresses his
nostalgia for those younger days. He looks out at the valley thoughtfully and
says, "Maybe I made a mistake." "Perhaps I should have remained
here." What a boon in old age to have some element of past generativity
acclaimed and applauded. Resting on one's laurels is not altogether supportive
unless they are occasionally freshened up.
Dr. Borg is noticeably moved by
this encounter, and perhaps pleased that these appreciative remarks have been
overheard by his passengers in the car. His young ax-patients, however, draw
him back to the present, insisting on making a gift of the tankful of gas and
calling attention to the young wife's pregnancy. They even point forward
enthusiastically to that future in which their newborn son will be named Isak
and he will be asked to stand as godfather for their child.
It is the gas station attendant
who assumes that Dr. Borg is about to visit his old mother. Had he really
planned to? Certainly, it was not included in the original plan to fly to Lund.
But now he and Marianne face this old, isolated woman. Procreative she had
been, although perhaps not by choice. Now she is alone and cold. Had she
rejected her progeny and the world around her, walled in behind her high
enclosure? Or were her aloofness and apparent uncaring so blatant that those
who might have played a caring role were repulsed? Marianne, who represents
life and vitality, is horrified. Seeing his mother through Marianne's candid
eyes and the symbol of the faceless clock shock Isak Borg, whose threshold of
vulnerability has already been lowered. They leave arm in arm: she, seeing,
perhaps more readily, the source of some of his coolness; he, coping with a
glimpse of what his future on his present course could hold. They remain in
touch, for later in the story he says to Marianne, "How can I help
you?" and even offers, "Won't you have a cigarette?"
But the dystonic has taken its
toll—the interest of this only surviving child in his mother has been anything
but warm even though he is a physician. His son is more than half frozen and
full of hate, and his daughter-in-law is only slowly managing to reengage her
father-in-law in vital human relationships. In his many nieces and nephews, he
has no interest whatsoever. He says, "I have very little contact with my
relatives," and he is the "elder" of a large clan. There are no
friends, and he chooses a sterile solitude. This stage of generativity involves
the responsibility to care for and care about children, family, work, and
community—as the Hindus say, "the maintenance of the world." Since
his days of family practice, after which he seems to have become more academic
and scientifically oriented, our aging doctor has concentrated exclusively on
the maintenance of Isak Borg.
There is, however, a compelling
symbol of hope, for Dr. Borg maintains in his household and in his presence a
fecund Great Dane bitch obviously the mother of newly dropped puppies—surely an
archetypal figure of an undeniably potent canine mother goddess. Did he breed
Great Danes and not even mention it as an interest, a very lively involvement
for his old age?
Old Age
We have elected wisdom as
the word that symbolizes the strength of this last stage of the life cycle and
have used the words integrity and despair to represent the
opposing poles that characterize the tension in the psyche. Integrity we
chose because it seems to describe the aging individual's struggles to
integrate the strength and purpose necessary to maintain wholeness despite
disintegrating physical capacities. It also suggests the need to gather the
experiences of a long and eventful life into a meaningful pattern. Old age is a
time for remembering and weaving together many disparate elements and for
integrating these incongruities into a comprehensible whole. This integrating
has been going on throughout the life cycle, especially as each crisis is faced
and as strength is generated by the process of resolution itself.
In the same way, elements of
despair have inevitably been ingredients of every struggle for balance between
the syntonic and dystonic pulls of each stage. To have experienced this world
and our human inadequacy to deal with one another and our mutual problems in
living and growing is consistently to know defeat. To balance this pull of
despair, which may well increase with waning strength, we need to muster all
the ingredients of the wisdom we have been garnering throughout the life
stages.
Some of these components may be
isolated and defined, but the genuinely wise have in some way managed to
integrate them all. The oldest and wisest elders understand that situations are
complex and that many factors have to be weighed and distinguished. Prejudice
is maladaptive and presumptuous, for with age one is forced to concede how
little one knows.
This knowledge is the fertile
ground (humus) in which humility and humor are bedded and nourished. Both are
vital for survival if the syntonic and dystonic elements are to be balanced and
wisdom is to emerge. Resilience to inevitable change and loss is also demanded
as a high priority, since this period of life is one of constant adaptation to
new situations.
A major challenge is the
maintaining of the acuity of the senses so that the body remains actively and
safely involved in the affairs of the immediate environment and the larger
world and so that relationships remain sensitive, sensual, and sustaining.
How does Dr. Borg measure up to
these demanding qualifications of the strength of wisdom? Judged by his own
statements, he could be described as both disdainful and presumptuous. To
Marianne he says, "I have no respect for suffering of the soul, so don't
come to me and complain. But if you need spiritual masturbation, I can make an
appointment for you with some good quack, or perhaps with a minister, it's so
popular these days." With this statement he mocks Marianne's suffering and
annihilates psychiatry as well as the ministry in devastating terms. All this
is said before she has really been heard, so that he is guilty of the most
careless prejudgment. His disdain for psychiatry and the ministry, two major
fields of human care, causes one to wonder about such blatant defensiveness. We
learn later what memories he is trying vigorously to wall off from his
consciousness.
His embattled yet dependent
relationship with Miss Agda points to her as another butt of his scorn. He
speaks of her, somewhat his junior, as "that old woman," "that
bossy woman," and as an "immensely power-hungry old sourpuss,"
even when he is talking to himself in his journal.
He knows, it seems at times,
little of humility, and yet in his own dream he is deeply humiliated by Alman.
It is with the young people that a certain lively humorousness comes into his
expression and into his whole benign attitude toward their exaggerated affects
and stances.
However, Dr. Isak Borg is still a
man of vitality and capable of active involvement in his life and affairs, so
there are a number of hopeful signs that he may yet reconcile his life
experience and develop a more integral wisdom.
He ruminates at the final
ceremony and makes, as he says, "a plan to recollect and write down
everything that had happened." "I was beginning to see a remarkable
causality in this chain of unexpected, entangled events." Isak Borg has
been stimulated into looking at himself and his long life. He prides himself on
his ability to probe, to identify, to make a diagnosis. All of the events of
the day now being recorded in his journal in such unflattering detail should
come to his aid and lead him to new insights.
And the future offers new
experiences for self-healing, growth, and change—the more open relationships
with his son, with Marianne, even with Agda. And a new generation, a grandson
and a godson, will awaken and release perhaps old sources of care, love, and
fidelity.
After all, Dr. Isak Borg
"feels quite well," as he himself says, and he is only seventy-six
years old and a surprisingly resilient man.
The prognosis is encouraging.
Conclusion
"No less than a whole
life," we said when choosing to present Bergman's movie. But to this we
must eventually add "and not less than a whole communal setting." For
it is necessary to permit involvements to assume what we have called the
actualized and mutualized character, which alone can make them truly vital.
Only in a communal context can we judge how the same individual's relationships
have remained developmentally underinvolved or whether, in the course of a
lifetime, they have become defensively disinvolved. Furthermore, we have
learned that old age brings with it an effort to get reinvolved in typical
patterns of living, as it were, in the past.
We have seen how Bergman's moving
film confronted Dr Borg—and us—scene for scene, with the stage-bound in
volvements of human beings of different ages. This, in fact has guided us in
enumerating those relationships that are ready to evolve from the first to the
last stage of development and yet remain apt, in the course of any life
history, to become disinvolved—and this to the disadvantage of the individual
as well as a loss to all those involved with him Disadvantage can
here be too mild a word: we have, in fact learned to "diagnose" such
alienation either as maladaptive if readaptation is still possible, or as
malignant, if something has really atrophied in the person and in his
relationships For, as we must now add, all these stagewise relationship can be
truly judged only within the context of the custom of the communal culture;
and, indeed, the movie's sequence of scenes tells us a lot about some of the
special meanings of the stages as lived in the Sweden of that day. At the end,
in the splendid ritual of the Jubilee, and not without our doctor's amused embarrassment,
we witness that grandiose ritual display which simultaneously involved not only
Sweden's academe but also her nationwide church and even her army's cannons in
the honor done to a few truly old medical survivors. Finally, we come to
realize that this drama involves us so deeply because the interplay of the
grand ritual of a communal ceremony combines with that long day's intimate
generational interplay so "naturally" that it draws the old doctor
beyond his psychosocial identity into an acute involvement in the problems of
his existential identity. However, we will remember that this comes about only
because of the determined and vital involvement of his daughter-in-law in her
own life crisis of generativity.
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